March 31, 2009

Ventricular Septal Defect (VSD)



After Liams appointment with his Cardiologist, he determined that Liam has VSD. As you can see from the picture above, the right heart is normal. The left heart has VSD. One thing about Liams heart is he has another VERY SMALL hole about 1/2 inch under the one you see in this picture. That very small hole the doctor is not concerned about at all. Its the one that shows in this picture... and in all honesty, the Cardiologist wasn't to concerned about that one either.

VSD is a myocardial defect in the ventricular septum. VSD's are the most common form of congenital heart disease and it accounts for 21% of all cases. They may be single or multiple, and may occur in multiple locations (Liams case) in the ventricular septum. Small defects usually close spontaneously in the first few years of life!!!!!!!!!! A larger defect may interfere with a childs feeding and growth and may cause rapid breathing, irritability, excessive sweating and poor weight gain. Liams Cardiologist told me to watch for all of these signs, however, he has a SMALL defect, so these may not effect him.

Keep him in your prayers. Pray that the defect closes VERY soon and that he does not experience any complications from this. To me he seems like a health, always hungry, infant!!! Praise God!

March 25, 2009

Being a Mother and Wife



My two post important jobs... being a mother and wife. The other night I was soooooo tired. My Husband realized this and took the baby from me to put him to sleep. I woke up about an hour later to the picture above. I started to cry. How precious a bond is between Daddy and Son. These two men are the loves of my life.

I look back on my life before Liam was born and it is a completely different life. I did what I wanted when I wanted and had no one to depend on me. If Donovan and I wanted to go out for the evening, go watch a movie, or just hang out and do absolutely nothing we would. Now, that is not the case. My Son depends on us. Our lives are all about him now. It is so wonderful to see Gods work done. When Liam was born all I could think about what how God creates this new life, so perfect and adorable. I would give up my life for my Son and Husband.

Donovan is the best father. As soon as he gets home from work he devotes all his time to his Son. He doesn't care about the floors that need vacuuming, or the dishes that need cleaning, all he wants to do is hold is Son. I am truly blessed by the Lord to have both of these men in my life.

March 18, 2009

Another Prayer Request

So today Liam had his 2 week check up. It didnt go so good. I left the pediatrians office crying. My baby boy has a heart murmur. I have made an appointment with a cardiologist for April 2nd... we will find out how serious it is then. Until then, please pray that everything will be ok, and that he is healthy and will grow out of it.

The heart is the organ of life. It supplies life to the body, and without it we would not be here. This is why it is soooooooo hard for me to comprehend. People keep telling me to not worry, that heart murmurs are common in babies and that they grow out of them. However, a heart murmur means something is wrong with my sons heart. PLEASE keep him in your prayers.

Dear Lord, Please protect my son and let him be healthy. Please let this heart murmur be nothing serious and that he grows out of it. I know that through you all things are possible. Amen.

March 12, 2009

Birth Story


First- Look at all my hair!!!!!

It was 12:30AM on Saturday March 7th. I was having a dream that I wet myself (sorry for all the information in this post). I woke up and realized that maybe I did wet myself. So I sat up in the bed and this is when I realized that my water broke. I immediately stood up and ran to the bathroom. At this point Donovan was wide awake and freaking out. I called the Dr. right away. They asked me if I was contracting and I told them no. Her response was "well, go back to bed and try to get some sleep. If you do not contract in the next six hours come in the morning- if you don't start contracting soon you will have a LONG road ahead of you". So we cleaned up the mess, took a shower and I attempted to get some sleep. Well... that never happened.

At exactly 1:30AM I began contractions. They became closer and more intense. By 3:00AM we decided it was time to go to the hospital because they where about 3 minutes apart and 1 minute in length. Keep in mind, I had a Dr. appointment on Thursday March 5th and I had NO dilation. We got to the hospital about 3:30AM. They checked me for dilation and I was already at 4CM.

I am admitted into a birthing room at 3:45AM and my contractions are more intense then I ever imagined. I told Donovan to call my Mom and have her come right away. She got there at 4:30AM and when she walked in the Dr was checking my cervix and I was at 7CM... At this point I requested an epidural. I give credit to the moms out there who did it with NO medication... I could not. Once the epidural kicked in I was a happy camper. Epidurals are Gods gift to women, I am convinced. At 6:30AM the doctor checked me again and I was at 10CM and read to push.

I pushed for four hours. Gave birth to Liam at 10:15AM. I was in labor for a total of 9 hours. He weighed 8.35lbs... I have been told that I had a BIG baby for my 1st and a fast labor...

I am absolutely thankful that I went into labor naturally because my induction would have been today, Thursday March, 12th. Thank you Lord, and thank you to everyone who prayed!

I must give props to Donovan. He was outstanding during the labor and delivery. He handled it MUCH better then I expected him too! He is such a great father!

March 10, 2009

Learning how to be a Mom


Becoming a mom has been the most blessed experience of my life. Becoming a mom has been challenging as well. There is so much you have to learn when you are a first time mom. Two things I am strugling with right now are breastfeeding and burping. Burping? Yes I said burping. My son will NOT burp. I can sit there and TRY to burp him for hours and NOTHING comes out. Ahhhhhhhh. The breastfeeding is getting easier as the days go on, however, there is only one position we have become comfortable with that he will latch on. This position will not work in public. God, please teach me how to become a great mother, and accomplish all the difficult tasks!

Many people came to the hospital to see Liam when he was born. Thank you everyone for your support!

March 09, 2009

Liam Donovan Lucero



Liam is here! He was born on Saturday, March 7, 2009 at 10:15 AM. We weighed 8lbs 3.5oz. He was 22 inches long. I was in labor for a total of 9 hours.

I want to specially thank everyone who had us in your prayers. God is great! I had a team of prayer warriors praying that I would go into labor BEFORE March 13th because I was going to be induced on this date. My expected due date was March 19th. Technically he was 12 days early!!!!

He is very healthy and adorable. Thank you everyone who prayed for us. We are all doing very well!

I will update you on my labor story on another post. For now I am going to try and get some sleep. I have had a total of 5 hours of sleep in 72 hours.

Thank you Lord Jesus for the healthy baby! We love you all!

March 06, 2009

Dr. Appt

Ok Bri... here is the update.

Just in case anyone is wondering... I have not gone into labor yet. I still have Liam inside me. My last doctor appointment was on Thursday the 5th. I was also 38 weeks to the day. Because of my high blood pressure I am being induced. I was informed of my induction date... Friday the 13th. I am not worried about the superstition of this date, because I have God on my side. So, I will be calling everyone on Saturday with the great news.

Please pray that everything goes OK, and that Liam and I both come out of this healthy!

God Bless!

He is the potter; and we are His clay


There was a couple who took a trip to England to shop in a beautiful antique store to celebrate their 25th wedding anniversary. They both liked antiques and pottery and especially teacups. Spotting an exceptional cup, they asked "May we see that? We've never seen a cup quite so beautiful."

As the lady handed it to them, suddenly the teacup spoke, "You don't understand. I have not always been a teacup. There was a time when I was just a lump of red clay. My master took me and rolled me pounded and patted me over and over and I yelled out, "Don't do that."

"I don't like it!" "Let me alone," but he only smiled, and gently said; "Not yet!" Then WHAM! I was placed on a spinning wheel and suddenly I was spun around and around and around. "Stop it! I'm getting so dizzy! I'm going to be sick!", I screamed. But the master only nodded and said, quietly; 'Not yet.'

He spun me and poked and prodded and bent me out of shape to suit himself and then he put me in the oven. I never felt such heat. I yelled and knocked and pounded at the door. "Help! Get me out of here!" I could see him through the opening and I could read his lips as he shook his head from side to side, 'Not yet'.

When I thought I couldn't bear it another minute, the door opened. He carefully took me out and put me on the shelf, and I began to cool. Oh, that felt so good! "Ah, this is much better," I thought. But, after I cooled he picked me up and he brushed and painted me all over the fumes were horrible. I thought I would gag. 'Oh, please, Stop it, Stop, I cried " . He only shook his head and said. 'Not yet!'.

Then suddenly he put me back in to the oven. Only it was not like the first one. This was twice as hot and I just knew I would suffocate. I begged. I pleaded. I screamed. I cried . I was convinced I would never make it. I was ready to give up. Just then the door opened and he took me out and again placed me on the shelf, where I cooled and waited and waited, wondering "What's he going to do to me next?"

An hour later he handed me a mirror and said 'Look at yourself.' And I did. I said, " That's not me; that couldn't be me. It's beautiful. I'm beautiful!!! "

Quietly he spoke: 'I want you to remember, then,' he said, 'I know it hurt to be rolled and pounded and patted, but had I just left you alone, you'd have dried up. I know it made you dizzy to spin around on the wheel, but if I had stopped, you would have crumbled. I know it hurt and it was hot and disagreeable in the oven, but if I hadn't put you there, you would have cracked. I know the fumes were bad when I brushed and painted you all over, but if I hadn't done that, you never would have hardened. You would not have had any color in your life.

If I hadn't put you back in that second oven, you wouldn't have survived for long because the hardness would not have held. Now you are a finished product. Now you are what I had in mind when I first began with you.'"

The moral of this story is this: God knows what He's doing for each of us. He is the potter, and we are His clay. He will mold us and make us and expose us to just enough pressures of just the right kinds that we may be made into a flawless piece of work to fulfill His good, pleasing and perfect will.

So when life seems hard, and you are being pounded and patted and pushed almost beyond endurance; when your world seems to be spinning out of control; when you feel like you are in a fiery furnace of trials; when life seems to "stink", try this. Brew a cup of your favorite tea in your prettiest tea cup, sit down and think on this story and then, have a little talk with the Potter.

March 03, 2009

Dizzy update...

My doctor said to just wait until my appointment on Thursday to come in. He thinks it is allergies (which I normally dont have), because I am pregnant, they are effecting me. So we will see how Thursday goes... Blahhhhhhhhhhhhh

Dizzy

So... this morning when I opened my eyes the room was spinning... I felt sooo awful. I layed there for a minute with my eyes closed and opened them again... The room was still spinning. I stood up, and got ready for work. It is now 9:15AM and I am still feeling really dizzy. They say, if you are at the end of your pregnancy and you get dizzy to call your doctor right away. I did... and he has not called me back yet. I am nervous to what he is going to say. I have an appointment on Thursday, so I am hoping they say just to relax until Thursday, however, he might tell me to come in right away.

Please pray that I am OK and not induced right away. I will keep you updated!